Well, I wanted to document some pregnancy related things. In the last month things have become so much more REAL to me. Not that it wasn't real before... but I think my belly suddenly doubled in size, & I can feel & see movements, & it's just INSANE. I love it. I love being pregnant. I love my baby. I love it all. I have been SO very lucky to have had such a pleasant pregnancy. Just now I'm starting to feel a bit uncomfortable.
Things I will miss:
* Putting my hand on my belly and feeling the baby roll around under my hand
* Feeling her little punches & kicks even when they hurt or make me almost pee myself because it's right on my bladder
* Getting special treatment/attention from my Husband and everyone just because I'm pregnant. :)
* Using the belly as an ipad stand... I watch movies on it nightly to fall asleep... and my belly has been a really convenient propping tool. ;)
* Waking up at night to crazy kicking & movements. I don't even care that I am missing sleep over it, because it's just so amazing to me!
* These moments that just only her & I can experience together while I'm pregnant, because she is in my belly... I feel so connected to her. It's something I can't even describe, but I just feel so bonded & in love with her already!
Dave is so cute. He is so excited to be a Dad. He's changed in a lot of ways over the past 8 months. Not that he needed to... but there are little things I've noticed about him. He saves money like crazy these days... those who know Dave know he has always been a big spender, and buys whatever he wants, whenever... not since we found out baby was on the way! He stashes it away, he wants her to have the best life. I think it's so cute. He is soooo opinionated about baby related topics. Like her middle name-- that is going to be ALL his -- and he won't tell me till she's born. Picking out baby stuff--- I never thought he gave a crap about any of this junk, but he SURE DOES have an opinion on all of it! He cares so much about it all, and wants to be involved in every aspect. He has never missed ONE of my appointments. NEVER! Even just the stupid ones where they weigh you & make you pee. He's there, asking the doctor every question he can think of. (its kind of embarassing sometimes- but very cute!) He takes such good care of me, & way more gentle/loving/caring with me than ever before. I just love him to death. He's going to be SUCH a good Daddy. He is so excited to meet our baby girl, & will always talk about how he wants to be the best Dad, and for her to be proud of him. So cute!
I seriously have never been more in love with Dave. Being pregnant has brought us closer in ways I didn't even know were possible. I just love him so much. I'm so excited for this next step in our lives together!
I've been craving some very odd things... things that are not edible at all. But I literally want to take a BITE out of these. I could sniff them and sniff them and lick them & eat them up! I can't even describe to you the strange IMMENSE desire I have to take a bite out of these:
Yankee Garden candle: OH MY DEAR ME! I want to eat it now! I want a bite out of it. Seriously looking at this right now is making my mouth water.
Zest body wash/Bar soap : This started when Dave would shower & I'd smell it, and I really wanted to go lick the bubbles off his skin. He thinks I'm real gross. But I can't explain it, I really want to eat the bar of soap, and drink the bubbles. I make Dave take showers & baths as much as he is willing just so I can smell this stuff.
Our housing situation was delayed, due to inspection & appraisal issues. So we won't be moving till March 22nd. WE ARE SUPER BUMMED. Just because I really want to nest... & get everything ready! And moving/painting etc... a few weeks before the baby comes is just a lot to handle. But we are so excited, and can't wait to finally move in.
Birthing class tomorrow... should be interesting! I'm excited to learn about all the scary birth stuff. :)
We have an ultrasound next week... so I will post some pictures then! Maybe I will post one more belly shot before I get too big. I feel giant right now. Like a the staypuff marshallow man.
~Peace out for now~
oh before I leave you-- let me tell you my guilty pregnant pleasure these days...
ORANGE LEAF! (yummiest frozen yogurt in the universe! go try it!)